Saturday, October 25, 2008




I just had one of the most awesome days eva ,it was ridiculously amazin n a ridiculously phenom part of a fantabulous weekend it was sooo great . today was my 18th b-day party , im nt 18 yet and wont be til dec 11 but i had a party anyway cos my bdays in the holi's n i wudnt hav had it with all my friends if i'd waited . it was such fun , we had a colonially lovely themed tea-party , not many people got the theme ryt though but that was ok cos the party was great anyway . God is amazin and brings joy in2 our lives when we least expect it , wow God is just sooooooo GOOD, its amazingly phenomenally wonderful and ya... yesterday was my sister's 21st party and it was alos fake cos her bdays on the 23rd of nov , but wow it was great , this weekend was great and ya , wow wow wow. oh n 4 the first tym there's sum photos. yayness. oh n im smilling so hard my cheeks hurt. oh my party is the one where im wearin the crown.


Oh n i almost 4got but not really cos it was in my head , i have phenomenal friends, they r really great and essentially rock sox. ok must now sleep. Mwaaah world . xoxox



Saturday, October 11, 2008

i too am an idiot

So remember h0w my last blog was on how not to be an idot. um i think i need to learn how to take my own advice. cos at this mo im nt quite sure bt i think i went on a date unintentionally. aaarg i feel like such an idiot n rather rather ok really really sorry 4 venting at my boys cos i sorta jus did wat they did . aaarg. wat i said still holds true , its jus that its nt as clear cut and easy as i'd like it to be. so here's me saying i'm sorry and that i too am an idiot in need of sum help.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

How not to be an idiot

Alryt so last nyt i had this major venting moment n i typed out a blog. n i was like ok ,wait a second, calm youreself, im probably being mean and over reacting and ya anyway how do i know that nobody tells guys theses things so i left it. Only to have a day where some guy was a major idiot to a bestest of myn , he sorta 4got to think about wat he sid and was damaging so now i decided , my boys obvoiusly need to hear this , and here's what i stopped myself from sayng yesterday.

A friend of mine and I had a really awesome lunch today and in that lunch we decided that our church needed a relationship course similar to that of HP ( a pentecostal church in the area). we decided that our course would be in two parts , How not to be Baptist boy and How not to be idiot. This got me thinking ,later on when i was talking to a different friend and expounding on the general innappropriateness/ oddness of boys. And we were like why don't they get it ? Only to realise that boys and girls have very different perspectives and roles to play in society and also that guys aren't taught like girls to protect their christian family of the opposite sex. By that i mean; as a girl it's drummed into your head from the time you become a teenager that you need to dress modestly so as to not lead your brothers into sin, you are then taught the appropriate ways of male and female contact so as not to cause any broken legs( stumbling).

However,it does not seem as though boys are taught the reverse of these skills, such as how to guard your sisters heart so that she doesn't fall and i know i have a blog on this already ,but i don't care because every day i'm confronted with how boys don't get the need to protect other peoples feelings e.g a guy likes a girl and does not tell her as he is "waiting on the Lord," not realising that when you like someone it's not all about you and that someone else's feelings are involved and that someone else is getting hurt .i'm not saying don't wait on the Lord , but i do believe that we often use that as an excuse to not do what we're called to do AND hows about waiting on the Lord together with the other person cause i really don't see how a relationship can be ruined if you're like "hey, i think i have feelings for you , but i'm not sure what God is saying so could you pray about it too" sure there will probably be that initial akwardness ,but in the long run you'll be better off cause you dealt with the issue as opposed to pretending it does not exist. And now for the people you don't like , girls don't only cover up to protect those they like they cover up to protect everyone. And boys should do the same, keep themselves towards themselves unless they intend on declaring not so spontaneous declarations of undying love.

So ok i have now vented and am now at peace , but seriously people,lets try to look out for someone else's interests and protect someone else from falling. I would also like to add that i do know that there a vast no. of guys who attempt to care and a vast no. of girls who don't so this isn't one- sided .

oh and by the way , this is in a distinctly christian context.

Monday, October 6, 2008

so um ya

so i know it's been a wyl since i did this cos my computer can't remember the address, im sorry . But now we're back in full force because i'm about to get stressed and stress leads to rather largeish bursts of emotion which generally lead to blogs ( a girl needs venting space )
but ya um.
Oh today , i was chilling with a bestest of myn and i was venting ( ok so mayb a girl needs more than 1 place to vent) abut the dramaticness of the year and the general awkwardness of being me when dumdididum we started talkin about how sometimes we say one thing and do something completely different in our own lives. N this got me thinking, about how often am i like that and what does that say about me? We usually lable people who do stuff like that as hypocrites ,but if we take a closer look we see they're just peopl being peopl, trying to live out this high ideal tha's sumtyms unattainable but ya
it got me thinking